bleck.

I feel like poop, guys. Why does it seem that the flight to somewhere is always better than the flight back?

Take it black

(This is a reference to a movie in case you don’t get it…)

I feel like my head is waterlogged and I’m ready to pass out at any moment but first let me tell you about my first experience with my internship.

So the 27th was my first day at the store, then they had me flying out to Charlotte, NC. (Airlines are some of the biggest dip-shizz I’ve ever seen with their whole liquids restrictions. REALLY, a girl with long, CURLY hair like mine requires many a product to maintain.)

Long hair

Me in Charlotte!

There was two other girls that flew with me, and as well as my district manager. Let me say, he absolutely scares the hell out of me. His personality, his appearance, his voice, everything about him makes me feel like if he ever yelled at me, I would break down then and there–probably run away, never to be seen again.

sob

The girls were okay, except for one… I took some pretty mean snap chats of her, but because she’s a fellow student I wont post them. :\ Though I really wish I could…

not even sorry

Anyway, the trip was almost a waste of time. I barely had a free moment to myself, and they had us on the evening flight out the next day. I’m still excited to be with the company, but this headache from going-going-going better be worth the $14.50/hour pay, let me tell ya.

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Oh and I still feel like my heart is going to die in chest, so I have that going for me. Yay. Good night everyone! SLEEPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP.


Quote of the Day:

Worth it

I want to put a strain of obscenities right here.

So it’s Sunday morning and I’m try not to sob like a little bitch.

Crying

My ex. Well… last time I posted, we were going to have a date night. I could tell he wasn’t all there during the date, though, and I was pretty pissed about it. Turns out, he was preparing to drop a huge bomb on me.

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See, he was going to leave to work in Houston, TX. Two weeks on, two weeks off. We were hoping to use that two weeks off to rebuild our relationship. Well apparently Thursday, on his way to Louisville to see me, he got a call from his boss’ boss. He is being relocated, fully to Reno, Nevada… not on rotation. What does that mean? That means everything we had been talking about this semester was now up the creek with out a paddle.

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It may have been the way he approached it, but to me, this was probably some of the most heart breaking moments with him, that I’ve ever had. Because we are so tired of doing long distance. (We dated for about two years while he was at another University getting his degree.) Right now, he doesn’t want to try to “date”, and while I want to at this moment, I know its not a good idea. He says it can be 3 months, it can be a year, then they’ll relocate him somewhere else. (With the “possibility” it will be on rotation)

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I’m going to miss him like crazy, guys, but even more so–I am so scared. He has been the person I’ve been the closest to for the last three years. I really don’t want to lose him so suddenly. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it.Its even more worse because I’m the only one in the situation thats sad about it. How can he be? He’s starting a new adventure, his career. While I’m the debby downer being left behind.

allergic to jerks

I just have to tell myself this is like a blink of an eye. A year, even two, in the span of a lifetime is nothing. Its going to be okay. He and I will still talk. I’ll be crazy busy with my life (classes this year are going to be a B) and maybe at the end of the road, we’ll find a way to make it work. It might be like we’re paying the toll for our future happiness. Get through the hard years, and eventually it’ll get easier?

There, there

Sorry this ones a little longer/more depressing. I’ll try and find the spunk to make the next one crack you all up. Thank you for letting me open up to you about this, and I think it helped to see it in front of me. Now I’m either going to sleep my sorrows away, or watch Game of Thrones. I haven’t quite decided.

Akward

Try to have a good day everyone!


Quote of the Day:

Love it

(I’ll try and bare this in mind for a while.)

Dream Land is a Freaky Place

Oh gosh, guys. I had one of the creepiest slash awesome dreams ever. EVER.

Dog Dreaming

So, not by any means am I a comic book junkie. I know enough to tell who the big superheros are, and even can tell which is DC or Marvel (some of the times). But I had a dream of like a third comic book world. Let’s call it… I don’t know, I’ll think of something later. (Yeah, nothing. If you have a good idea, comment.)

Superman

ANYHOW! I find myself in a dark, old apartment. I’m conscious of the fact it’s my ex’s, though he vacated it long ago. I also know I have a super power that had recently been awakened, though I had no clue what it was or how to use it. (Spoiler: Its pretty bomb)

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So I had been recruited by the good guys, specifically my version of Super Man, in the fight against the evil guys. (He wasn’t really super man, because he could be injured, but he was crazy hot.) So he comes to check on me that night, because some stuff had been going down under the radar with the war on evil. When he gets there though, I noticed his throat had metal stuck on it. My dream-brain immediately jumps the conclusion that it could be laced with poison to control him. (Which would be horribly bad.)

Superman Gif

SO as I’m removing the metal from his neck, he’s bleeding some from the metal’s sharp edges. Well just so conveniently, a villain comes busting through my door. (she’s newbie like me though, except she actually can use her powers.) Sadly, in like 2.5 seconds she knocks Not-So-Super-Super-Man with her ability to blast energy and breaks his spin. 😦

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In this crazy adrenaline rush, while she’s killing “my mentor,” I just feel my power rising, my ability preparing to just erupt. Know what my super power was…? Get this. I could “bend” blood!

Carrie gif

How creepy is that? I just throw my hands at her and the bish flys back, dead as a door-nail. In the rush of it all, though, I wake up with a racing heart and deliriously type a note in my phone describing the dream because it was like 6am.

All in all, I avenged my Not-So-Super-Super-Man, and have probably one of the coolest super powers ever. (Unique to say the least.) I’m assuming we won the good fight with my amazing power, and we made the world a better place.

Bring it on


And because I’d like to make it a thing, here is a cool quote. 🙂 (Obviously unless I just, like, get insanely lucky I’m never going to get a superpower… but still.) Have a good night guys! Follow me and I’ll post an update tomorrow!

Dream Img

Grade A College Girl

Blogging.  Oh gosh, here we go.

Exasperated emma

I’ll figure out how to put gifs in this thing later… Got it!

Before I’d read any further, if I were you, I’d definitely want to know who the heck I am. Olive Garden addict. Resting-bitch-face wielder. How I Met Your Mother griever.  Book worm wannabe. So many things encompass Katie but first and foremost that apply to you is I am a college student blogging my life, thoughts, feelings, all for the next three weeks for your pleasant viewing.

HP Party

Now this is the person typing at you right now. Good ole’ Kentuckian Southern Belle. (sorta)

Blog Pic

 The things I love in life are pretty typical. (Sleep, Food, Game of Thrones, etc.) My issues are extensive. (Namely ex-boyfriends and an above average dysfunctional family.) My GPA is nursing battle wounds and for the life of me, my curls will not refrain from intense frizziness on a daily basis.

Shockingly I have very few friends.  (Buzzfeed often associates me with Mindy Kaling.)

Mindy Role Model

Now…  I wrote a list of like twenty something things to blog about in class today:

Being a college student, being a first generation college student, pinterest, how dating sucks and you should never ever start doing it, weekly quotes/foods/youtube videos. It has all been done before… but has it really been done by a brash college-aged female, gallivanting through the internet?

Yeah, probably.  But I’m your college-aged female gallivanting through the internet.

Before I leave you tonight, and because I’m a Word-Whore, I’ll leave you with these wise words of wisdom (and also, so these will see the light of day outside of my pinterest board):

Yep I like This One

That turned out to be less wisdom than I was expecting. (I was digging around in that bored for like a whole five minutes) So if you think you might pick me,  come see me tomorrow for more on “Katie’s Mind”.


Ryan